2009年10月4日 星期日

I know Him whom I have trusted

"But I am still full of confidence, because I know whom I have trusted, and I am sure that he is able to keep safe until that Day what he has entrusted to me." (2 Timothy 1:12)

This morning, I went to the Home for the Elderly to have worship with the people there as usual. I was so very touched when I took an old lady to the cross at the altar and saw her starting to use her hands to 'draw the cross' against her chest and then put her hand into a praying gesture. Why was I so touched? Well, this old lady is both deaf and dumb, she came to believe in God a few years ago and got baptised and attended our Church service in the Home for the Elderly every Sunday. However, in the past year, her mental health deteriorated a lot, she suffered from dementia, always roaming round the corridor, not recognising people, and she could not communicate with people. Yet, on Sunday morning, somehow, she would walk into our little room for the Service, sitting there for a while and then wandering away, though sometimes she could manage to sit for the whole Service. The touching thing is that though people may look at her to have lost her rational mind, what I can see clearly is that Jesus is still inside her heart. She may have lost her knowledge, understanding and even her memories, yet she KNOWS HIM whom the she has TRUSTED. She still knows Jesus and prays to Jesus in front of the cross. This is so very amazing!

This is similar to the case of my father-in-law who also suffered from dementia, though at the latest stage of his life when he almost had forgotten who we are, he still remembered how to say the Lord's Prayer. The words of the Lord were imprinted in his heart, though his 'mind' was already not functioning that well.

The touching scene reassured me of the love and greatness of God, He was, is and will be with us forever, despite our degeneration, which is part of life that everyone of us will go through. In Him, there is hope, love and joy. The touching scene also gave me an even greater urge to spread the Good News so that everyone can trust in Jesus and have Him in their heart, such that whatever state they are in in their life, they will know that Jesus is always with them and that there is nothing to fear.

Dear Lord, please bless all who are ageing, may they come to know you and entrust their life to you so that they can forever be in your love. Please also help us all to have the passion to spread the Good News to those around us, young or old, so that they too can know You and put their trust in You. Amen.

Alice :>

2009年10月3日 星期六

Teach me your ways, O LORD!




"Teach me your ways, O LORD; make them known to me. Teach me to live according to your truth, for you are my God, who saves me. I always trust in you." (Psalm 25:4-5)

The three-hour walk round the Aberdeen Reservoir and part of Hong Kong Island Trail this morning was indeed a relaxing and enjoyable journey, getting me and Johnson away from our busy and tense life, being renewed both in body and in spirit.

As I started to walk along the Aberdeen Nature Trail (Chinese name: 香港仔自然教育徑), I looked at the way ahead, it was very nicely paved, with different species of plants by its two sides. The words "教育" suddenly flipped through my mind and I began to sing the following song in my heart:

主,求教導走道路,施恩典幫助我走道路我不偏左右;隨聖光行走,憑信少依眼目,走道路

God has already paved the way for us. He teaches us to go along His way.

Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one goes to the Father except by me." (John 14:6) As we put our faith in Jesus and follow Him closely, we will be with God our Father. As we embark on this journey to walk in God's way, we will become closer and closer to God.

God has never promised a smooth way for our life. As we walked along the trail, there were parts which were narrow, slippery, stony, which we were susceptible to tripping, spraining our ankle or even falling down the slope. Yet it was particularly in these parts that we looked most closely at the way (道) and be very cautious in each step that we took. This reminds me of how trials in our life have indeed been times which bring us closest to God, how we most eagerly pray for His words (道), study His words (道) and obediently carry out His words (道) with faith.

"My brothers, consider yourselves fortunate when all kinds of trials come your way, for you know that when your faith succeeds in facing such trials, the result is the ability to endure." (James 1:2-3)

In face of the heaps of work each day, I thank God in nurturing my faith in Him and my endurance. I know it is never an easy way to go along in working as a teacher, yet I thank God in carrying me along the way, allowing me to continue to spread the Good News and nurture my students despite the heavy work load.

In face of Johnson's waiting for his new way and venture ahead, I thank God for giving Johnson the faith and endurance in waiting for His direction for the way ahead.

In the last part of our walk this morning, we walked past the cemetery in Aberdeen. In seeing all those graves, I thought to myself: one day I will be like them all, leaving my life journey on this earth. Yet I am full of hope, for I know that the way of God does not only lead me to this end, but to living in eternity with Him in His kingdom. This once again reminds me of how I should live my life - To walk in the way of the LORD and to live a meaningful and abundant life!

LORD, please teach me to walk along your way and let me live a life that is pleasing to you. Teach me your way, long as my life shall last, until the race is run, until the journey's done. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Alice :)